this is me pretending...

freakturbulence @ 2005-08-15T17:47:00

2005-08-15T21:48:31Z

today i went shopping with my mom and sister. bj's, walmart and wendys. now im here. im guna watch movies with my mom tonight. well my computer is crashed so right now im online only on my sisters laptop. we have to get that fixed. on monday were guna have dsl. so i can be online with like no phoneline. ha. sweet.

tomorrow is my ortho appt. then im going to the dollar store with my mom. uhh then wednesday i have my echo. kinda nervous about that. hopefully they'll let me play tennis this year.

freakturbulence @ 2005-08-09T23:46:00

2005-08-10T04:00:50Z

so yea i changed my display again.
its still ordinary looking journal but i dont care for those real fancy ones like everyone else has these days.
hmm hope you like.
:)

freakturbulence @ 2005-08-08T00:12:00

2005-08-08T04:32:04Z

today i woke up and got ready for my family party thing. it was my great uncles and aunts 50th anniversary. it was fun. then we came home and angelia came over. we went to the tractor pull right away. man i LOVE TRACTOR PULLS. i saw all my favorites like the fintak bros. and smokin joe and white lightning!! yea and lots more. me and angelia like watching all the people plug their ears cuz their babies. lmao there was this little girl who kept smiling at us. more specifically angelia. then she drooled like a pound. we saw a million hott guys. jgdsd we saw sick kayla with her 97275 year old boyfriend. NASTY. mm we saw mike zeffiro too and shane forest. lmao. this one tractor started on fireee. and the driver like jumped off like scandinavian. AND THERE WAS A FIGHT!!! omg we saw a flying fisst. it was sweet. everyone was cheering and there were like 6 sheriffs. sweet yo. this was the best tractor pull ive been too. I FUCKING LOVE TRACTOR PULLS!!♥

ray fintak got a FULL FULLLLLY PULL. man go extreme scheme. i dont care if you know what im talking about but i gotta express my joy!

freakturbulence @ 2005-08-06T18:54:00

2005-08-06T23:11:02Z

yesterday angelia came over and she brought some of her new school clothes to show me. then she gave me some of her old clothes she didnt like or whatever. then we were online and angelia called justin so she was talking to him for a bit. then we went to bed.

so today scheduals came. i have good people in some of my classes. i didnt talk to angelia yet but i really want to soon. hmm well tomorrow i have his family gathering thing. then after that im going to the tractor pull in langford. im excited. i think on thursday im going to the fair. and friday me and angelia are going to the movies. lets go fantastic fouurrr. i love that movie.

freakturbulence @ 2005-08-04T19:16:00

2005-08-04T23:31:29Z

today i went to the physical with devin. it was annoying. and scary. then after my grandma took us to the festival of corn to watch my little cousins baseball game. then after we walked around for a bit and ate. then we got home at 6:30 and dropped devin off. im really tired. im guna go eat dinner soon. tomorrow i have to wake up early again to go back to the high school. then maybe go to the movies with linsey. if not ill have angelia come over.

lets boogiee

the best of you

2005-08-01T01:54:00Z

well on friday me and angelia went to the movies. we saw charlie and the chocolate factory. it was good. and the kid who played charlie aww i wanted to give him a hug. uhh jake was there. with steffani and emelie. it was good to see them. then we saw kyle. and that pretty much ruined the night. well on the walk home...these bats were attacking us. they were like literally 1 foot of flying above us. oh my. then we took angelia home.

on saturday i went to my little cousins birthday party. it was really fun. then after that at like 8:30 i went to angelias. she was babysitting. we watched white chicks. lmfao. thats a funny movie. aww you little earthworm. uhh then we just hung out. we went to bed at like 3. we slept in the trailer yo. it was fun. then her mom called in the morning and we went to eat breakfast.

so then at like 4 my dad came to get us at angelias and shes sleeping here. we just had smores. earlier we went swimming and we went to the goose. i got a sobe adrenaline rush drink and its good. and we got snapples and whatchamacallits. lmao. well now im going to make angelia a myspace. so later gator.

freakturbulence @ 2005-07-28T20:03:00

2005-07-29T00:19:28Z

so on tuesday the drive in was closed because of the rain i guess. so instead my parents drove me angelia and linsey to linseys house to get movies. we came back to my house and watched scary movie 3, chicago, and jawbreaker. it was fun. then after jawbreaker we were guna go to bed. well linsey did but me and angelia got hungry so we got food. we stayed up until like 4.

yesterday was wednesday. linsey went home at like 1. then me and angelia hung out. and then got ready. we went to pasqualies for dinner and then went to the drive in. it was open! we saw fantastic 4 and war of the worlds. it was real fun.

this morning angelia got picked up at like mm 1 and i just took a nap showered and ate dinner.

freakturbulence @ 2005-07-26T11:33:00

2005-07-26T15:45:46Z

TODAY IM GOING TO THE DRIVE IN.
i dont know why im so excited but o well.
and angelias sleeping over too.

old school hollywood baseball.

2005-07-25T15:47:43Z

well yesterday was alright. i woke up and went to breakfast with my dad and popa. we took the firebird so it was real fun. then i came home and went online for a bit. afterwards i tasted some wine. my dads like "it tastes like grape juice try it jack." so i try it and its really sweet and nasty tasting like liquid medicine. it did kinda taste like grape juice though. so then i shower and stuff and read my book and end up taking a nap. so then i didnt fall asleep last night until 4. i was real bored.

today nothing is going on. my aunt is just coming over to give me and my dad a haircut.
then tomorrow its the drive in with ANGEL I.A. and shes sleeping over.
then friday is GO KARTING DAY. and it guna be with angelia and whoever else i take.

freakturbulence @ 2005-07-23T17:55:00

2005-07-23T22:09:14Z

today i woke up, ate some oreo o's...and then showered. then i called devin to see if she wanted to hang out with me and angelia. she couldnt. so me and angelia went walking around the village. and took some cool pictures. then we came home and hung out and shucked some corn and now were here.

hopefully my parents will take me to the drive in tonight. and then hopefully angelias dad will let her go if we go and then whatever happens. yea so were guna go eat corn and find out if we can go. buh bye now.

mm hott kids.

2005-07-23T03:12:41Z

today was so fun.

i woke up..and then at 11 me and my mom went to the rez and then to bk to get lunch. then a little later i took a shower and got ready and then went to rite aid and the jub with my mom. fun errands.

then angelia called and said she was coming over like we planned. we walked to the movies at angola and met devin and mahiques there. we laughed a lot. and had a pixy WAR. lmao good times. then we got out of the movies. allyson got picked up. me angelia and devin stood at the corner for a bit talking. passed these kids on the way. then devin started going her way..and me and angelia went towards my house. so devin call me half way up the street. she says, "jackie those kids are following you. i heard them when i passed them saying, there go those 2 girls lets follow them." so me and angelia turn around and there they are following us. angelia waves to devin up the street and the one kid waves to angelia. lmao. so we walk further and then they turn down a different street. we regret not talking to them because they were incredibly hott. so then angelia was saying how they were like turning around and eyeing us up. lmao prolly only cuz i was talking very loudly in quiet parts.

so tomorrow me angelia and devin are guna hang again. and go in the village and try to find the kids. they made me and angelia feel we were pretty. lmao ha.

freakturbulence @ 2005-07-21T12:08:00

2005-07-21T16:23:34Z

yesterday was a lot of fun. me and devin hung out and then went to play tennis later at like 6. it was really hot out. we took some awesome pictures. ha good times gooood times.

today were guna go play again. its cooler out so it will be better. tomorrow angelia is coming over all day. and were guna hang out here and then hopefull go go karting. i invited linsey but shes grounded so that sucks. so if linsey cant come im taking devin with us because we get in awesome accidents there. but if we cant go go karting then me and angelia are going to the movies.
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freakturbulence @ 2005-07-19T20:07:00

2005-07-20T00:20:14Z

so i finally changed my journal. and maybe ill type in it more.
i like journals better than myspaces. thats for sure.

well since everyone got new journal usernames. comment to be added.
♥

haa update

2005-07-06T20:26:05Z

LOOK. I UPDATED MY JOURNAL AFTER LIKE 500 YEARS.
journals suck. nobody uses theirs anymore. well my summer is going GREAT. couldnt be better.

except it could get better if i was able to go to art park and see the buffalo philharmonic which is playing LORD OF THE RINGS MUSIC on july 15th. but no my parents have to get ready for my sisters grad party and wont take me. I HATE THIS.

i like to move it move it

2005-05-28T18:54:15Z

madagascar=hilarious movie

last night me and angelia saw it. then walked home and she slept over. this morning we woke up, rode bikes to goose in the rain and then sorted barbies and crap for next weekend garage sale. you should come and keep me company.

tomorrow HOPEFULLY im doing something with linsey. we havent done anything in a while.

freakturbulence @ 2005-05-25T15:06:00

2005-05-25T19:15:07Z

today
is
hospital
|:>

dont come around here no more.

2005-05-22T19:58:51Z

today i went to the east eden cemetery to put flowers by my grandmas grave. she was the schwanz and then i saw 7 haags. thats 8 people of names that are related to me. wow. then we went to my big grammas house across the street. she has like a shrine of me and my sister. pictures since we wore butterfly clips. makes me happy. shes so cute and lives by herself. i dont know how people can do that.

freakturbulence @ 2005-05-21T22:49:00

2005-05-22T02:57:55Z

my
freeking
journal
entry

what you waitin for?

2005-05-21T00:32:13Z

so today is friday. and i had a lot of fun. well we went on that field trip to U.B and its was really boring. lunch was hilarious and i laughed a lot with angelia and devin. we all pretty much hung out the whole time. then we got to school, then left. katy came over with me and then we left to walk to some games. before we left me told adam and tim to meet us and they did but we had to go find them first. we went to the girls softball game, then to the guys, then back to the girls, then back to the guys to stay. i prefer guys games.

well me katy adam and tim were kicking this bottle like mad all over the high school. coming back from the girls game the first time we cut through the high school. then we were walking past the gay lancaster guys and i was walking on the edge of the road with adam tim and katy all in the middle of the road cuz they thought they were guna get hit. so all the guys were turning and looking at me. so i screamed WHAT?! and then they stopped looking lmao. then since the guys werent starting we went back to the girls game were we saw miss gehrinG. and im like "adam, miss gehring is here." she was like 4 feet in front of us and he screamed "MISS GEHRING?!" lmfao. then when we went back to the guys game again, adam and tim were making shadow puppets and they were really funny.

a little later me katy linsey and shelby went to the track. since we had no way of getting in we "shimmied" under the fence. then we jogged around the track to the bounce cool thing. then we "shimmied" back through it to leave. then we all walked home.

i had a lot of fun except for the fact that i was freezing in my tshirt cuz it was hott when i left. the wind was vicious.

this love is serious

2005-05-19T19:27:46Z

today is thursday. we had this awesome substitute in german and she was actually someone who could speak some german. her name was Miss. Sunday. how cool is that. uh my day was pretty normal. in art, me and kyle were the only people helping angelia on the super gecko. its guna be awesommee. uh tenth period was fun again. then i walked home with walk possy. well somewhat.

kade comes over tomorrow and were being cool walking around all day!!
im excited.

throw our life away

2005-05-17T19:22:04Z

well since i had an odd day, i decided to update.
well it all started going to second period to my lesson. i waited for liz at gym for a little then we started to walk to that hall way a little and there was this big thing in the middle with art work blocking it. so we figure ok..we'll just walk around. and mrs elvin like screams at us saying "you guys cant go that way thats why its blocked off. and you guys are supposed to be my smart girls." ok then? so we walk around and look and nothings in the way. uh social was fun cuz acha sat on angelias gum wrappers and then mr dash was making fun of us laughing. then in art me and angelia start laughing at the demo table cuz some chair farted in mrs neumanns room. so mrs free was like "girls am i saying ok a lot again?" [cuz she says it at the end of every sentence] and thats not why we were laughing but i decide to say yes. and shes like ok well you can keep tally and im sorry im not as perfect as you but im trying real hard. im like...k. what the fuck was her problem. that bothered us badly.

tenth period was the best. we played mum ball in english and it was real funny. josh threw the ball at me and i thought it was going somewhere else and it just hit my shoulder and i didnt react. then cody got hit in the head. then cody, troy, josh, and leland were whipping the balls all over to get each other out and it was vicious. haha i love my tenth period class.

freakturbulence @ 2005-05-15T11:37:00

2005-05-15T15:46:42Z

who comments in my journal?
not you!
BREAK!

come and knock on Boe's door

2005-05-08T15:31:17Z

Yesterday me and angel I.A. woke up and played tennis for like 10 minutes. haha. then we came back and found some other things to do. a little later we went to taste of the midway and got fried dough. so we were walking back and i found this marshmellow in the grass by the funeral home and i pick it up and throw it at angel I.A. then after that we just kept throwing it at each other and putting it on this stick and chasing each other. lmao. it was sticky. then we biked a little and a little later rode to super freeze to see if it was open but it wasnt so we went by the jub for a little then we went up lake street to go to twisters and i got ice cream then we went to the goose so angel I.A. got slim jims. so we get back to my house...and i got the walkie talkies out. we were getting other peoples conversations on there. so me and angel I.A. decide to bike around the block talking to each other on them and we start hearing the other people again. we hear them say "were getting other people on this." "yea that happens sometimes." lmao. uhh after that we ate and that was the funniest point in my day. me and angel I.A. had pizza logs and then we get to talking about ninja. i tell my parents how ryan asked if that was another word for "the n word." thats how he asked me...so then my mom being all slow and everything was like "whats the N word?" so i say nigger. and shes like [gasp] THATS A VERY BAD WORD DONT SAY THAT. im like mom..you asked me so thats your fault. and then theres my dad whos like you asked and you knew it. lmao. then we get to talking about how my dad thinks we should call angelia angel I.A....since her name has angel in it and then you add the I.A. lmfao i was laughing so hard. then my mom goes...call her angeninja. lmfao. well after that angel I.A. left. we did extreme verb day yesterday. good timess..

skdhg

2005-05-07T02:09:49Z

today is friday. i went to angelias house after school and we had some scary evil bike ride. uhh then her mom took us to twisters and we had bagels for dinner and went to the movies. we really liked it.

this week has been real fun. angelia came over wednesday and thursday after school cuz we worked on our project for english. good times.

thursday was the art club field trip. it wasnt really fun cuz i didnt talk to anyone really. it was lame.

i got attacked by poles twice in one period for gym. im the high jump bar-putter-upper and they collapsed on me and it was strange. lmao.

NINJA!

freakturbulence @ 2005-04-29T19:24:00

2005-04-29T23:32:26Z

I DEDICATE THIS ENTRY TO MY DAD WHOSE BIRTHDAY WAS 4|28|05.
i really miss him.